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I was wondering what should I post. Last week I was busy @ work and was busy writing a mega 12 page letter to my father on his 6oth bday... well It was less painful to write after I had had enough practice recently thanks to the British Computer Society.

I feel very down these days dunno why sometimes eveything seems worthless.Dunno what do I need? a new job naah that will be teh same crap as this one..
I never had complaints on job or money .. i feel what i got on these two fronts is okay though many others wud have comments on it...

Then do i feel lonely.... well may be but i sometimes i like being alone really....................

I dunno may be the stress that I have undergone over the past few months is draining me out slowly.

I dont know a way to get out of it.. may be a vacation cud be useful but i dont think that wud help much.........

whatever let me keep feeling shitty and disinetersted until the boredom corrects itself...............